Depression

Oh how it brought me back in with open arms. I really hate it here, but it looks like im here more than i should be. I hate my life, i really do. All the pros dont out weigh the cons. Not saying that i have the worse life out there, which i dont, but it's still shitty. Arguments almost everyday, suicidal thoughts, so much bullshit i dont need. I swear, i think to myself, "what would be the best way to off myself that would leave an impact on this shitty world." Because honestly that would be the only way i could leave an impact on this world.